Sunday, September 23, 2007
my blog is so dead!! hahaha. oh well. chem/bio practicals tml. and i've no clue about bio. not even a tiny clue. and it has to tml. school ends at 315 yknow! so plus pracs, i'll only leave the place at 5. holycow! and school has not been good this week. not at all yuck! but i cant say too much. there are spies everywhere, and blogger aint safe, and so, i might stop using blogger. instead, i'll use my lj. it's 70% safer cos not anyone can read what's on it. unless, you're my friend on lj. so yeah. here's the link to it :
http://chelsywong.livejournal.com
Sunday, August 05, 2007
i've ugly lips now!!! :((( chester use his damn head to knock my lips and there's like a cut now! i'm so depressed okay!and the cut is still open!!!! :((( so my lips like half swollen!! it's so ugly! and i've 2 extra ulcer!!! so UGLY! yuckyuckyuckyuckyuck!! anyway chelsea vs man utd now!! so bye world!!
Sunday, July 29, 2007
hhahahahah! it's been 123456 years since i last updated. prelims in 15 days, but to be exact, 9 days. and if i do badly for my prelims, i can forget abt taking my o's next year. hurr!!! i cant believe it!! it's my promos exam! it's in 9 days!! 9 frigging days, and i'm still online!! and i've been watching my canto show!! i watched like 6cds today!! OMG!!! THIS SUCK, I WANA PULL MY HAIR OUT!! HURRR. anyway, i finally went shopping today!! like yay!!but it was quite rush. cos stupid mel kept rushing me. hurr. anyways, i got a 2 tops from forever 21, a shirt&shorts from esprit. AND!! my aunt got me abercrombie tops from states! hahahaha, it's LOVE! and it's really cheap there. hur. i wana go there! i wana stay there. i might consider furthering my studies there. they agree to let me further my studies oversea!!! hahahaha! so we'll see where my results take me to!! hahaha. i'm feeling so fat now. i ate so much today!! )): okay, i'm off to do chem. maybe i might watch my show again, it's so exciting okay!! yay!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
fcuktards are hell annoying. they seem to love annoying me. fcuktards la!! rarr. school again tml. i hate monday!! 4 frigging periods of F&N. and, xy has orals. so i'll be left alone. shittass. watched haunted school alone )): it's so freaky okay. but i didnt really get the ending. i've 3 more shows to go. plus my hongkong shows. no time for homework!!
i suddenly thought abt how my life will be after stc. i wonder how i'll do for o's. and whether i can get into a jc. and if i can get into uni, what should i major in. i dont really know what i wana be. i do not have any long term goal yet, i really do not wana be a disappointment again. i wana show those that belittle me that, i can achieve smth that they thought it's impossible for me to achieve. but, to do so, i need 100% self discipline. which is still lacking in me. and more self motivation!! i use to need motivators. but now, i dont really need it as i've realise the best motivation is self motivation.
take care everyone, i might need some time alone. lj should be a better place. ((:
Saturday, July 07, 2007
i just read smth i should not have read. hurr. it makes me feel so OMFG. she's so happy. and i'm not. hurrrrr
syf night ytd. it was quite boring. but the dance was pretty good. but the hall was so warm. the big fans were not of any help.grr. and i actually missed tennis for it. gosh. i'm in no mood to blog. so bye.
you anoying brat.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
i wana be loved. i wana get daily hugs, i wana talk on the phone with you till i fall asleep. i wana text you during class time. i wana say i love you.
!@#$%^&*((*%$$##@!! I'M SO PISSED NOW! I FEEL SO IRRITATED! I WANA CRY! I WANA SEE FIREWORKS AGAIN. I WANA LAUGH NOW!! I REALLY DO!! SOMEONE, MAKE ME LAUGH. HURRR. this suck. now, everything seem so wrong. i hope things arent that awkward?! i'm sorry.
fcucktards
Sunday, July 01, 2007
milk run today. the weather was frigging hot and there was hell alot of people and i could not breathe! and stupid shirt cant absorb sweat though it's thin. lousy shirt man. so we all walk and walk and walk. hahahah! we took short cut. thanks to yimei. we were like idiots running in central. HAHAHAHA. great world for ben& jerry!!! then home. my legs are so tired now! and my muscle still hurts, thanks to training on friday )):
yesterday
tuition at 130.met xy and karuna at redhill then cherie and tiong. 16ed to kallang. crystal sister is OMG. she's so noisy. she thinks xy and i are crazy. HAHAHA. reached kallang, we had to walk all the way to south entrance cos they didnt let us in from the west. walk, walk an walk. saw yimei, she brought us to our seats. got drinks, talk then watch the sg vs australia match. i was high ytd. i dont know why! hahahaha. OH AND THERE WERE FIREWORKS!!!! there were heart shaped fireworks! it was love okay! if only i saw it with someone special. sigh. hurr. then we took photos when it all ended. there were some rock band playing. but the song aint that nice. crystal and i wanted to look for marcus cheah. but he aint there. so we left. we walk and walk and walk. we didnt know how to get to the mrt station. we just anyhow walk and follow people. i think we made one big round okay. i was so tired!!! )): crystal mom came and send us back.
i wana play majong tml leh! but i wana study. i didnt study today, i feel guily. whatever, i know, call me a nerd if you want. i need to study. i need to STUDY!!!
Saturday, June 23, 2007
some photos of us and the playground((:
pink man
my butt hurt okay!!
blue man
I'M TALL!!
random one! HAHAHA
my blog seem so dead! the last time i blog was like 12 days ago. hahaha. anyway, ytd was tiring. orals was suppose to be at 1030. when we got there at 1015, they said it starts at 11. WTH. i could have slept longer yknow. anyway, orals suck. what i said was really out of point. she had to get me back to the topic twice cos what i said was irrelevant to the question. and she kept laughing & i kept staring at her eye bags! she got puffy eyes la!! HAHAHA. i hope she wont fail me. canteen after orals to wait for xy, she took forever!!! we waited for more than 30 mins okay. they wanted to go town, i wanted to go vivo. so we were deciding where to go outside the school, whilst yimei went to get smth for ferlai. in the end, we went vivo. i think esprit clothes are love!!!! there were many nice tops there!!! & the price is also really nice. hurrr. so yimei, xy and i went to newurbanmale to get havaianas. we were there for a longg time! xy didnt know what colour to get, actually, she knew alr, but adeline got it. then she tried on the smaller one, which was just nice, but she wanted to try the bigger one, which was too big. so she took the smaller one. when yimei's mom came, she tried on 2 pairs as well, when we were abt to pay, the guy was like " you buy 3, the 4th pair is free" and i was like, are you serious?!? so yimei sis got the 4th pair. and she tried it many many times. and yimei feels really malu-ated cos she and her sis's havaianas are of the same size. HAHAHA. so we left newurbanmale to look for the rest at best. told them there was a cute guy, so they went in again to look. they kept laughing!! and i was red okay!! hurr.
carlsjr for lunch. it was hell funny!! jr was crazy! she kept laughing and pushing xy. we were really loud, esp yimei. so everyone kept looking. i coud not finish my burger cos the coke made me bloated and they kept making me laugh. so yeah. HAHAHA. everyone was crazy ytd, maybe, except adeline, HAHAH. mother garden after eating. jr bought a strawberry bag. WTH! it's so... kiddy! HAHAHA.
xy,yimei and i went to play at the playground. it was really crowded, so i didnt really play, we sat on the statue. but there was actually a small girl playing, when she saw us coming, she run away! haha. we're so mean. & we realise the playground is only for kids until 12! HAHAHAHA! when the rest came out, crystal and i went to play on the slide. it was so difficult!! i could not slide down! i kept stopping, and my butt hurt okay! cos got friction! HAHAHA! it's been so long since i last slide down man! so fun!! HAHAHAHA!
they went mini toons, whilst kjr and i went mother garden again to get her pouch that cost 9.50!! it's quite cute. cosI chose it!! took 61 back with her. we talked and talked and talked! she cant take long bus rides. she says it's bus sickness. cos if she take car or mrt, she is fine, only when she takes bus, she's not alright.
tennis at 6. my back hand suck man! my forehand lasted for 20 mins, my back hand only lasted for 12mins. see how much is suck! hurr! i was really angry at myself la! )): i guess i was tired. hurr. tuition later at 5, crystal is not going, so it's me myself and i. and my sister. i miss laura, i've not have tuition with her since god knows when. hurr. this is such a long post! haha,
Monday, June 11, 2007
i'm feeling so !@#$%^&*( now! rarr!! i wana sleep in, but i cant!! and this stupid laptop is making me fuck crazy!!!! stupid! everythings so stupid now. i wana scream! but i'll end up crying. hurr. what loser. i hate this feeling, i hate it. i dont exactly know how i'm feeling now. maybe it's a mixture of feelings? hurrrrrrrrr!!!! i wana talk, but i dont feel like saying anything to anyone, lest things gets worst.gosh!!!!! i cant wait for tennis tml! i wana whack balls!!!! but my muscles are aching like shit. so i'm not sure if i can, hurrrrr. east coast later.):
Monday, June 04, 2007
mum woke me up at 10. but i went back to sleep. then at 1030, kuo's text woke me up, plus chester's screaming and shouting, hurhur. so i finally woke up at 1045. i kinda forgot what i did early in the morning, hahaha, stm, anyway, my sister was stuck in the damn toilet. she was locked inside for nearly 2 hr!! the stupid locksmith took forever to come and when he came, he took forever to open the stupid door. hurhur. AND they made a mess in my house!!! then at arould 5 plus, jiarui and xuanya came over cos they wanted to see me mop floor. and jiarui was being a total retard. she kept laughing!! hahaha. and! chester broke my cup! i was really angry!!! so xuanya helped me with the cleaning up whilst jiarui watched xuanya and i clear the mess in my house, hahahaha. i swear, jiarui was super retarded!! she kept changing the channel, chester wanted to watch kids central, but we wanted to watch channel 8, then she just kept changing the channel to 33 and 3. then she kept accusing my sister and i. like wth. and jiarui keeps calling me maria.
jiarui: can you get me water
me: you want filtered water or boiled water
jiarui: err, i want nice water
me: whatever(walks to the kitchen and get water for her)
(after giving her the cup of water, i walk away)
jiarui: EH!CHELSY WATER NOT COLD!!!
xuanya: MARIA! WATER NOT COLD!!!!
but before that, they kept asking me to mop the floor. so chester took the stupid mop and made me mop it.so i just sat down and mop cos, i was alr sitting down when chester passed me the mop. so they're the first and last who will see me doing housework. so i walked them out to the bus stop.then i went to swim!! the water was superrrr coldddd!! but nice :). i think i swam 12 laps, in 20 mins. what a loser, i know. and swimming is good to vent your anger!! i like!! hahahaha. i dont like antm now!!! they are all so bitchy. like, this was worse then before. i dont like MELROSE!!! yuck. hurhur. i need to study!! i've not been studying!! i only study during tuition. gosh! i better start studying... soon
Thursday, May 31, 2007
so my maid left which means, i've to do housework. which i suck at. so far, i've washed the dishes and mop the whole damn house. AND i cooked rice! my rice was just nice okay! i'm so proud of myself!!! HAHAHA anyway i've chinese orals on friday. it's so sudden!! i dont wana go for it. my chinese is like sai!! hurhur. talked to mabel. i guess it's good we're finally talking things out. after sssssoooooo longggg. oh well. i hope things will be fine for her and ____. temple tml. early morning, hur! i'm in pain now!! i wana cry alr!!!!!! :( thats all for now.
Friday, May 11, 2007
life is so unpredictable, yet i dont know how to cherish what i have. i've never expected he'll leave us so soon. i took him for granted. i always thought he was healthy, i never thought how important he was to us. though we arent that close, i do feel sad that he left us. chinese new year will no longer be the same, i'll have 1 less person to visit during cny, but 1 more person to visit next april. i've never spare a thought for him. i took him for granted. thinking about him make me pity him even more. he's single, stays alone and has no friends. it was only my relatives who paid their last respects to him. i wonder where he is now and what he;s doing.
it' all too late for regrets now, since he's gone, there's nothing much i can do. but i finally realise how impt life is. and i'll cherish myself as well as everything around me more.
i made many carless mistakes for emath2! i'm going to do well for emath1, hopefully, it'll pull my grades up.geog was alright. but i should have studied more. amath & ss was hell annoying. biology on monday.i'm going to do well for my bio paper. i must, cos my chem suck like !@#$%^&*.
i need sometime to think
Saturday, April 14, 2007
have i told you lately that i love you? have i told you just how much i care? if i haven't then i'm sorry but the busy lives we lead each day, sometimes means we've little time to say all the things we want to say.... things like 'i really love you for making my dreams come true and for making me so happy with all he wonderful things you do'
i cant seem to log into livejournal so here i am. it's been 123456789 years since i last updated. and i've nothing much to say actually. but there's smth inside me asking me to blog. oh well. there's smth i ought to say to someone. and i should have said this long long LONG time ago. but i didnt know how. but now i know.
i'm really really REALLY sorry for all the stupid things i've done that hurt you. cos seeing you hurt really hurts me too. but thinking of the happy times we spent together makes me smile. remember when you first held my hand? you said you actually didnt want to cos you were afraid things would be so awkward. but in the end you still did and i was smiling like an idiot. i've always wanted to know how it feels like to be in heaven.and during the times we were together, i got the answer. it was sweet, filled with nothing but honey. i doubt you know this but you really made me felt so wanted. i admit, it was really hard for me to get over you. so much so that i had to use someone to forget you. now, if anyone were to ask me if i still had any feeling for you or whether i still like you, i really do not know how or what to answer them. listening to those songs does bring back memories but i just feel so calm. maybe it's a sign saying that i've grown up, and i've become more mature. seeing you with some other girl in town makes me really really jealous. and hearing that you two might be together soon makes me hate you both more. i dont know why i'm feeling this way. i really dont. i guess i alr know the answer but i dont want to face it. i want to be in a denial. i dont want to face reality.i want to run away from the truth. if you were still here, you will tell me not to run away from anything cos it wont change anything and the only i could do is to face it. but the thing is, when you were with me, i wasnt afraid of anything cos i know you were there for me no matter what. but the thing now is, no one will save me when i'm drowning and even if i can swim, i rather drown and hopefully, the sea water will wash away all memories of you.
no matter what the future has in store for me, remember that you were always part of my life. and i doubt that part of life can ever be deleted. even if it could be deleted, hopefully there will be a back- up copy.
i feel like a moron now. what i just said was so contradicting. oh my cow lar!! take care my dear (:
Friday, February 16, 2007
it's been a looooonnnnnngggg time since i last updated. and since yimei ask me to update and since i'm bored and free, i'll update. woke up early cos i was hungry. when i was about to eat, gwen called during chinese. ferlai scolded me.hahaha they had to do compo. after they put down, i ate my bak kwa! so nice man. haha i went back to sleep then i woke up at 1130. went for lunch then home. i'm such a good girl, first i did binomial then a few sums on functions but i stop cos i really hate functions and like 3 trigo qns.read through the ss text then i did chem tys.i think i did alot of work today. i'm such a good girl today! hahah. okay i'm getting bored! i really want to kayak! thats so random. anyway ca's coming!! damn. i've so much to study. it's like after cny!! oh damn. i was packing my drawer just now and i found so many candles! hahaha. i didnt know i have box full of candles. they are like so pretty okay. i'll post the pictures soon. thats if i remember to update. i think this post is so random!! haha anyway happy new year! (:
Sunday, December 31, 2006
i thought i'll blog here, since it's the last day of 2006.
i'll be lying if i said this year was a fantastic year, or it was an awesome year. though many things happen to me this year, i'm glad i still had my friends who never fail to make my smile. i wonder what will happen w/o them.
so it's bye bye 2006. oh well. few more days and it's back to school. i miss wearing school u. i miss alot of people!!
bbq at crystal's house later. i hope i can stay for the countdown! i dont wana usher in the new year alone! :(
Saturday, December 16, 2006
it's been some time since i last blog. i dont really like blogging now. i dont know why.i wana keep a diary.keeping a diary is so much better! cos i can write ANYTHING i want there. but thing is, i'm lazy to write. so i'll find another place for me to blog abt EVERYTHING and ANYTHING! and somehow, i dont think blogger is safe. anyway i cant wait for tuesday! i really wana play tennis!! it's been 123456 years since i last held my racket! i really miss whacking balls!! i miss alot of things! i miss school! but i dont wana go sch! it'll feel weird w/o ______!!!! oh damn. i shall not continue if not i'll say more things which are not meant to be said here.
Friday, December 01, 2006
todays tiring. airport is a good place to destress!! aaahh and i spend so much today!! so that means for the next 7 days, i cant go out! so i'll just study.damn, i need money!!i feel so broke now.rarr.okay obml photos! i miss it so much okay!! i miss gossiping!! :((((
cherie yimei and i
kelly,yimei,cheng,charlene,cherie and i.
clique!
SEBASTIAN!!! he looks like some small kid!
jessica and i
kang kang!!
our dorms! we've to climb 150 steps up!!!
preparing for our item.
GINNY!!!
kang and i!! on our way to pangkor
TAHAN dorm.
BERINCHANG!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i'm back! i miss camp alot! i miss the dorm. i miss berinchang.i miss the place so much. i remember how much i hated the place when we first reach lumut. i complain like shit and stuff. but after 10 days, i dont wana leave!!! last night, i felt weird! no lizard sounds! i'm so use to sleeping with lizards. omg. i miss gossiping with them! i miss them so much. i love my watch! BERINCHANG!!! i miss everyone from berinchang! lalita,sebastian,ginny,jessica,alyssa,laura,felicia,ashley,vivien,aileen,sheena,yang,yeo,joe and yuen. i'm really lazy to blog in detailed so what i've to say is OBML WAS SUPER SUPER SUPER DUPER FUN!
ginny: i'll always remember all the times we gossip esp when we are out for ex. and all the talks we had during the 10 days was just wow! i really miss those time ginny!
alyssa: smile more, dont be so dao. hahahah. we had a really good talk during the bbq night. i hope you felt better, after all, i understand what you're going through, anything i'll be here (:
laura: gossiping with you is fun!! and you still have not told me smth yet!! i'm still waiting okay!! hahah. i bet toufu man misses you (:
ashley: farting and burping queen! thanks for everything. your farts and burps make us happy!
felicia: kang kang. funny ass! dont be so emo please! it's super scary la! hahahaha. hows your face?
vivien: you and mr yeo better be tgt ah! i give you 6 months! hahahaha. and you never touch mr nice hair guy's hair!!! i bet you miss his hair. hahahaha. he's got nice hair right?!
yang and yeo: nice guys!! take care!